I would join the circus if I was any good at juggling

[cosmic_celery]

I am totally unmotivated to do anything right now, least of all the homework that's due today. I haven't been able to sleep nights the past week, I still haven't paid for my classes (one of which I'm thinking of dropping because I'm a lame student), my mother is worrying me more than usual, I still don't know how to drive, and therefore am having trouble finding the motivation to apply to places that probably wont hire me anyway. I'm 20 years old, have done zip nada with my life and I'm feeling a bit in over my head.